All i think about every day is that I have problems with social skills, self worth, self esteem, confidence, social skills, neediness, seeking approval, and people pleasing, Not being able to make friends and having no personality, overthinking a lot, anxiety,im also a r/niceguys, not being smart, being boring and bland and bring tears to peoples eyes for my boringness, im so uninteresting...and also being horrible with making friends, im always the one to start the convo, and now i dont even know what to say so i dont have any friends at all. Im also very stupid and such a fool a mindless guy.

I always ask my self why i dont get much likes and rts like others in twitter or why never a girl chases me, i compare my self to others a lot.

Maybe im just unimportant. I always chase girls.

I go online to make friends with girls its just like i want someone to care for me and not be alone or be the shy loser nice guy thats stupid.

Im sometimes rude sometimes nice.

dont know where to start to improve my self. It gets me so frustrated and say to my self just kill your self. I dont know how to improve any of it.