36 and I'm starting to panic a bit here. The last time I've been with a non-pro woman was January 1st, 2015. That's also the last time I kissed a woman. She was a FWB and we've since parted ways. Over the years I've seen a handful of prostitutes but that's starting to get stale. No intimacy, no companionship, too many rules and no sense of accomplishment.

I've tried so many things and everything just seems to fail. Paid a lot of money to have somebody make OK Cupid and Tinder profiles for me but women never respond. Started going out salsa and swing dancing as it's often promoted here, but there are way too many men so the girls are swarmed. Tried going out to the local night clubs and women just ignore me, I never get any signals at all. I even paid a few grand to take two daygame boot camps and that didn't work as I'm too introverted to cold approach random girls on the street. Even then I don't really have any desire to go up to a girl just because she's cute.

All I want to do is meet a girl at work or doing a hobby. Get to know her and start dating her. I see it happening all the time around me, but why can't I do it? I'm not ugly, or fat or super weird. I'm just short, low confidence and have no game. If I was fat or ugly or had some mental disability at least I'd have something to blame my problems on. All I can do is yell at God.