I have been going through some tremendously shitty things in life yet I still manage to have incredibly good days. I still am experiencing some very bad lows but I figure that is to be expected with the crap I am dealing with.

For instance I am being faced with court dates dealing with my children, a relationship that seems to keep trying to live, new relationships that I don't want to blossom but keep trying to, the thought of losing half of my budget due to the children thing, job issues, etc.

Still however I manage to stay fairly positive and not murder myself. Sure that seems like something I want to do at times but I know ultimately that is a terrible idea and I'm curious how much of this bullshit I can be put through before finally losing it.

So to you out there. Please list your inner-game strength, how good you are with women, and how happy you tend to be during crisis. I am curious how much I am dealing with is normal or exceptional in terms of my growth and mental state or if I am simply deranged.