I've been given the opportunity to go to a big university for my masters. It's a big party city and full of lots of girls. Honestly meeting girls will be easy.

The problem is that over time I'm just a cynical and pessimist person. Even though I've always overcome the odds (in weight loss, my studies, etc) I have a cynical view. I've got a great opportunity at not just meeting girls but having a future and I'm cynical.

I keep thinking "what's the point of dealing with girls it's just more drama and effort" and also the fact that there a lot of false rape accusations going around at uni too.

I went through a lot of drama with friends before and it left me very jaded and cynical of people. I know that's an unfair judgement on my part of peolle I haven't even met yet but a part of me just cba to meet and talk to people because I don't want drama. I used tk be optimistic until I had friend and girl drama.