Hi, I guess I can talk a bit about me. I'm 24, have a decent job and live together with great parents and a brother. But relationships and women have been on my mind lately.

I feel very lonely sometimes especially on weekends when I have nothing to do and just sit at home. I haven't had a girlfriend since highschool which is about 7 years ago and its left me feeling very depressed. I know I shouldn't care about having women in my life and focus on improving myself by doing positive things but I can't help thinking about it especially when I get rejected or fail.

I tried to go out yesterday, doing something totally out of my comfort zone but it turned out to be very shitty. A friend from work invited me out to a club and when I got there she acted like I wasn't even there. I think she thought maybe I was there to hit on her because I had a crush on her in the past but it wasn't my intention at all. I wanted to have fun and make some friends. I left very quickly and drove home feeling like shit.

How do I keep my head up when all I experience is failure or rejection when dealing with women?