I used to read seddit and redpill together for a long time. Now I have a girl friend. But I am worried am I messing my relationship.

First is I have been telling my problems to her. There is a general theory that I should not bitch about my problems when I feel because she will lose attraction right? But this month I have been down and almost feels like depressed, I end up talking to her some negative stuff. How sometimes I wish I could die. Been telling how I am sad sometimes.

I am constantly worried what she is doing behind my back. She tells whatever she does but I get worried is she hiding something.

Recently she went out with a old guy friend of hers for a movie and dinner. Well I didn't like the vibe he gives so I told her I don't like you hanging out with him I think he likes you. She agreed. Later he have hinted something and she agreed she will avoid talking to him.

Today she and that guy was suppose to go to the airport to pick someone up. I said don't since he is already hinting and I dont want you both alone. She said she wont go.

Right now she is offline for like 5 hours. I am worried did she go.

She is right after her periods and been telling she is horny too.

Am I messing up with relationship by over thinking? Is there anyway to handle a relationship smoothly.