So the classmate I messed up on came over today again. We got on the bed and watch Netflix. I couldn’t make a move what so ever. I’m so mad at myself for being such a pussy. She was on the phone and stuff texting this dude. Then we got on the topic about classmates and how she would never sleep with a classmate. I was thinking about telling straight up that I wanted to sleep with her. Now to be honest I don’t think I can really come back from this. I need help on stopping thing from ever happening again. I don’t understand why I make myself so difficult. PS: After she left she told me she’s not gonna sleep with him or anything so i don’t even know what the fuck that means.