I blew up a chance to ask my crush out tonight. It's the second time in 3 weeks that I miss a really nice opportunity to do it. Why? Because I only see her twice a week at the gym and we are always taken in our friends group momentum. We never have a time alone and I just don't feel confident enough asking her out while other people are nearby. I know what you think, "fuck'em! Do it anyway!". Sure, but it's harder to do than to say...

Anyway, this time I had the opportunity to be alone with her at peace and make my move but I just couldn't. I don't know why and I feel like a dumbass coward! Someone should punch me in the face right now...

I've had a crush on her for several months now and never tried anything. Shame on me!

I'm not struggling with girls in general, I even have the reputation to be a good seducer. I feel confident, I feel good in my body. I have a FWB and several girls I flirt with from time to time. I follow some nice tricks to build up some attractiveness that I've found here, and I'm pretty sure it works...

WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I MAKE MY MOVE WITH HER THEN?!

The only thing I know that could stop me is that I believe she is way out of my league. But I try to rationalize it and assume that she's only a girl like another who likes to feel attractive.

I really feel bad about what happened tonight...

I write this to you guys just to share because I feel the need to do so. Also if you could give me a few cheers/motivationnals/threats to help me take action I would appreciate.