(Almost 19M here)

I walked long way in improvement with women (confidence, awareness, inner game, aura, psychology, outer game) and finally found a girl I vibe with, connect with and actually felt romantically bond... or in love for the first time ever in my life.

She seemed into me since summer 2023 but we didnt really talk much until February 2024 when she started giving IOIs such as "I wanna get invited to your birthday again", "wanna watch a kickboxing game of yours" or stuff like that. She used to be really touchy with me when I sat next to her in class. I flirted and day by day escalated things - our class planned to have a vila party and she was down to drinking wine with me in the pool of the house. I kinda pussied out and she became cold and distant but I built it again and last night we were to a night club and I had balls and she didnt seem to reject or hesitate me being touchy and flirty. I know she never had experience with that as well so I was trying to comfort her and be gentle and so on sk she let me touch her ass tighs etc she never just pulled off (in contrast I girl I was on a date with just took my hand and throw it lol)being close to me. I kissed her on the cheek little of nowhere, idk I felt it so and she didnt show that she doesnt like it or wants it to stop

Then me she and a female friend of ours left and I suggested I could walk her home or stuff and she just was avoiding me for god's sake, she did not even say a goodbye

Idk what happened and if I should ask her if something's wrong, but it really hurts