I'm the polar opposite of many veteran guys on here. I'm seriously shy, socially anxious. Fuck sake, I even feel awkward in the supermarket when I ask an assistant for something most of the time, even when I say thank you to somebody it's like I'm trying to force it out. Every time I go out I feel much safer in my bedroom, then I either sleep or jerk off, or both. I go to the gym and even there it seems nobody is interested in talking to me. I have no role model, he'll I can't even find one or make any friends. People say I'm not a bad looking guy but at the end of the day my confidence is so low that I might as well sit in my room and never go outside, and become a fat repulsive pig that nobody will want to be around. How can a dickhead like me score a 9 or a 10 if he can't even make any friends. Are some people just doomed to be this way forever.