When i got my first makeout at a club i was excited but sad. By some universal coincidence, i managed to kiss 7 more girls in 1 month (3 even in the same night).

But then my brain started developing this "if you dont get at least a girl to makeout with you tonight you are a loser" mentality. Imagine how my nights out were.

I couldnt get a single kiss. I didnt know how i did it before, i had forgotten. How can this even happen...

Its better to start developing my self and become as attractive as i can both mentally and physically.

My "routine" as i call it includes :

Quit eating crap food.

Exercise when i can

Learn the guitar

Read more books

Go out one night a week ( friday or saturday)

Intermittent Fasting

Maybe start doing daygame

Get important shit done

Quit jerking off and watching porn [until i make out with another girl (or even more hard until i lose my virginity)].

I hope i stick to this plan. I hope i have anough motivation to do so. I dont think i will be posting here in the next 2 - 3 months. Maybe if i have some good field reports i will. But thanks for reading.