So I'm giving my best on becoming an openminded person who is able to talk to anyone naturally. I like that and I also like to know more people.

However, I often think about how my mindset is changing. My whole life I thought about love differently. I feel like it's really hard for me to get emotional now, to love someone. Love was always the greatest feeling amongst all for me and I'm kind of scared that I won't be able to live through the same feeling anymore as im becoming so outcome-independent that I literally don't care about anything. I don't want to have to fake it.

Any tips or experiences?