I dunno man I’m starting to feel like this isn’t for me. I don’t go out, I don’t like clubs (bars aren’t that bad) I don’t lack confidence I don’t think I’m bad looking but I’m also not going to bother approaching a girl because it just feels WRONG to me. Maybe I’m old fashioned but I have too much respect for women to think it’s okay to talk to them out of nowhere unless I’m in a group activity or something. And as a 26 year old I’m just slowly becoming happier with myself and my own state of mind. I’m exercising more, meditating more, have a good idea of what i want to pursue in life, etc. I do still find women beautiful obviously I’m still a man. But I just cannot find it in myself to ask someone out. And whenever I do, it’s a rejection. I’m letting go of girl chasing for good. And I think i am okay with that. I know a good friend who’s in his 40s, still single, but still has one of the happiest lives I’ve ever seen. Full of friends. He’s living proof that i don’t need a woman to be happy. It’s time for me to pursue other things.