So I went out last night, have been out in general quite a bit in the past few weeks. I am nailing kino pretty well. However, I am just being to much of a pussy and I am sick of it.

I am not over AA. Strangely though, it is changing. I feel less anxious, and more lazy about it. All of the clubs in my city are fairly small, and typically get so loud and packed it is like dance floor game without dancing everywhere in the bar. I have basically been flirting with friends of friends and my own friends (I almost exclusively go out with girls and have a large social circle developed there). All in all though, I am mentally using DGAF and hard to get as a puss out for cold approach.

I also fail to escalate fast enough. I know logically exactly what needs to happen. I also think I am worrying to much about clothing. Last night I wore a suit, just for shits and giggles, and got lots of compliments from people I talked to. However, I had about 13 random dudes open me and compliment it. Made me feel dominant, but I am not after dudes with no social circle of girls.

I am so IoI reliant it is not even funny. I get discouraged because my female friends are pointing out how hot guys in the bar are, yet I can never catch anyone looking at me. At the same time I know this is ridiculous because I have F closed two girls off of college daygame. Only one gave mild IoIs, both said I was incredibly sexy once they were bedded. My assume attraction needs some work too.

Finally Seddit, I need to be challenged. The moment someone says I cannot do something, I go after that shit hard. All of the people I go out with typically are in relationships or just ambivalent about my game. No encouragement or discouragement. I think I'm gonna start a game with them tonight, some form of them challenging me to go after specific sets. However, I need challenges from you guys.

Just nothing to extreme ala apocalypse opener. I go to college in a medium size town, but am starting to see a lot of regulars and making wide social circles. Thanks for reading the whine, I look forward to bringing back a field report of some decency tonight/tomorrow morning.