My self-awareness skills are meh. That said, I'm probly pretty lucky to have a great baseline to work off of.

I'm 6'1", get called "fine" by girls that I've never met, and am athletic. I'm incapable of catching feelings for girls, which I find pretty cool. So.. one-itis isn't a problem for me anymore.

With where I'm at right now, I'm just focused on investing in myself and self-improvement. I'm reading books, working out, finishing courses, but also going to a mental health program twice a week to work on my social anxiety. The downside is that I'm not capable of driving yet and live with my parents.

I've been spoiled in my teens by older women having questionable relationships with me, kinky stuff, but I never actually fucked any of them.

I admit, I have problems with leading. I'm actually experiencing resistance just thinking about the process when I'd rather just ask to come over and watch a movie at some girl's place.

I don't care much for socializing in and of itself, usually. I'm getting antsy trying to learn this stuff when I'd rather just pump some girls on the regular and get back to doing self-improvement stuff.

edit: 21M