Alright let me start by saying I have never had sex. I have been to strip clubs. I have had girls touch my ass and such. I'm also aware its not a looks thing for me as I have had old tweaker ladies offer coke just to "spend time" with me. But if I am sure it won't be enjoyable why would I do an old lady?

Anyways I have known for a very very long time it was a thing with my personality. Yes I have posted in an incel sub but no the blackpill is bullshit. But it seems almost impossible to me to become some joker alpha male. I know exactly the type of guy who gets young ladies. In fact I have two at my workplace. They are always joking, and these are good witty jokes. They don't care what anyone thinks, but this is taken to the extreme like "I will do what I want don't care if every job I work fires me."

Anyways for the record I am 26 and in the restaurant industry. No I am not looking for career advice I am going back to school. I want to know though, should I even try to change at this point or just work my reserved and introverted nature to my advantage somehow (I don't know how)?