So I was playing Minecraft the other night, when I saw I got a like on Tinder, and this really cute girl messaged me for once.

Keep in mind, I had no intention of going out, much less meeting up with a girl. So there I am gaming until she's actually deadass about meeting up for drinks. So I'm like, shit. I'm not even in my draws, I'm freeballing in my room. So I take the fastest shower of my life, clip my nails and everything (When I say I wasn't ready, I meant it) and by God's grace I actually have a fit available.

So I head down, and we walk around a bit because she wanted to talk but the other place was too crowded, and it actually went really well. Like, she said I should put one thing I told her on my profile and I'd get more matches but then stopped herself and joked about saying to delete my profile instead.

As a matter of fact I think she was the one to hold my hand first... I at least had touched her arm before though.

When I got her a next drink she kisses my cheek put of nowhere, then we make out a bit, and I drop "let's go to a hotel" and she was down.

We stopped at a gas station to get condoms, went one place but after paying online I was told the room wasn't ready yet in person, so we had to go to another place nearby (just a pain in the ass) but when we got there, we just... went for it. We did make jokes here and there, but after the TV just didn't work we said fuck it and made out, and started fucking.

Although... between all the drinks, the condom, and I guess something else it was difficult after a bit, losing erection. She was still all over me (kissing my arms??) and I made her cum with my hand, and after a bit we even went raw but I never came. She wanted me to really bad, though.

She told me she was free the next day and the we could get something to eat, or this/that, fuck again... the next morning though she never came, texting me around noon saying she won't be able to make it up, had a great time hanging out; This whole thing I'm leaving out a bunch of detail but the point is, she was all over me once she got comfortable, and girls really do make it easy when they like you.

My question is, though... I feel like it's because I didn't fuck her properly and came, and that next time probably isn't coming. It really sucks but idk. I said to lmk when she's next free and she hearted it but didn't give a day. Or maybe it's because she's from a small town and it hit her the next day that she fucked me raw the first date. Maybe it was hangover. I hope it was hangover.

I can give more detail about the night and overall interest, and convo or whatever but I think it went bad at the last second.