Whether it is due to watching porn growing up or just a couple of crushes I had, I am really into the good looking All American blonde type of girl if you guys catch my drift. For some reason, I just find these kinds of women more physically attractive.

Now some guys say that "pussy is pussy" but I don't really find that to be true at all. I am just more attracted to girls with a certain kind of look.

That said, I face an issue when it comes to getting these kinds of women. Growing up as a foreign kid (Indian) in an area of the USA where people were shallow and being a total nerd due to my parents not allowing me to focus on anything else but academics, I had a lot of bad experiences with these kinds of girls. Always got rejected or ignored by them growing up.

When college started, it was more or less the same. I studied engineering which had me spending a lot of time in the library while these girls studied something like marketing and were always out partying with their sisters.

Over the years, I have learned game and gotten my act together. I have dated good looking girls of various backgrounds and even had success with some attractive white girls but never the type I always had a thing for.

It happens when I interact with women as well. The brunette or girl of a minority group would be very nice to me while her blonde friend standing next to her ignores me and makes it clear that she is not interested.

Even as I look around, I notice that I don't see any guys with my kind of ethnic appearance (Indian, Pakistani, etc.) dating hot blondes either so that further discourages me and makes me feel like maybe these women just look down on certain races.

I am just really attracted to them but can't manage to have any success going with them and it has consumed my thoughts for a while.

Now I want to hook up with and fuck a hot blonde without having to pay for a hooker but some days I wonder if my ethnic appearance alone is what will stop me from doing it because I have never seen a guy of my ethnic background pull it off.

Any advice for a guy like me? Should I just give up and live with the fact that I will never be able to fuck the kind of girls I really want to fuck?

To guys on here that were in my situation before to where they had a type when it came to women, failed, but then succeeded with that kind of woman, what did you do?