Reading back my diary of 2018, i had a small digital diary recording most of my infield progress when I'm going out, lot's of nostalgia and even moment of "did that even happen?" as I cringed or laugh, but also couples of amazing memorable moment with girl I been with, I may or may not had eventually dated those girls but it's the little moment of their laugh that had me reminiscent , the joy of overcoming fear as I approach the group in the club, the simple winning joy when I try something new and it works that make me rethink game, and some unfortunate moments where I almost close the set but messed up, girls that are DTF but I failed to handle the LMR situation gracefully. It really had been a growing experience.

I'm proud of how far I came,but still embarrassingly to admit I failed to achieve half of what I originally set myself to. One of the biggest culprit is my inconsistency of going out couple w/ poor time management. A sticking point which is outside of game itself and I have yet to overcome.

I just feel like sharing my not so important thoughts. Will be posting less here as I prefer to to write my FR in a diary these days. Cheers to coming 2019. May everyone have high quality girl and threesome on regular.