So I’ve spent the past couple of years living the NEET lifestyle, vegetating in my apt with no motivation to change. This winter, I was forced to do apt repairs where I live and had to move into an AirBnB for a while.

To make a long story short, because of my porn addiction, I started calling up hookers and banging them. (This was an adventure onto itself, full of scams, danger, scary pimps and I loved every minute of it).

Much to my surprise, I found that I couldn’t orgasm easily with these hookers (even decent looking ones). I’d bang them for hours (had to extend the time several times) before I could release my load, with the women orgasming several times (to the point I thought they should be paying me lol).

I got tired of hookers and moved onto strippers. I pulled a totally hot Kazakh girl (for money) and banged the shit out of her for 2 hours with a condom, 1 hour without. Probably the best sex of my life (idk I can’t remember some nights).

After this, my confidence simply exploded. I found myself an 18 yr old gf (I need to somehow let her down easy), my boss lady wants to bang me (this fri), and unfortunately stripper chick is ashamed of her actions and won’t talk to me.

The question is: what next? I have women eyefucking the shit out of me everywhere I go, temptation is everywhere, but I think my behavior may be spiraling slightly out of control (relationship management).

I never really practiced PUA, know the principles, do counseling as a job and know how to talk to anyone.