Just venting & writing out my thoughts to the community. Over the summer I was at the top of my game: had a few FBs, going out a lot and meeting more girls for ONS, etc. etc. I move around a lot, and the past 2 months were basically spent in monk-ville (I was okay with that and in some ways it was nice to take a break and retreat into myself). Now I'm back in a city and going out alone again, and damn, tonight I basically stood around. I'll get it back again -- I'm sure of this -- but sometimes it's three steps forward two steps back.