I started gaming 2 years ago. I went on my journey, cold approached, dealt 1,000 rejections, worked on myself, got jacked, and ended up working. It worked so well that I got into a long-term relationship. In the relationship, I lost myself. My ex was very toxic, and the relationship was unpredictable. After a harsh and nasty break up I focused on working out and finally going 100% into building a business, something that I always wanted to do. So, at 23, I went on to start building my business. I'm a success I never saw before, and I'm so close to changing my entire life and making my dreams come true despite the amount of adversity that's in the way.

I'd be lying if I said I don't miss talking to women, but I literally have zero time and zero energy right now to put into anything else but what I have in front of me right now because it's so demanding, unlike any other journey. I know this lonely chapter isn't permanent, and I'm sure I'll end up finding someone in the near future who will receive a better version of me. I also now have experience that can help me choice better women.

I wasn't too sure where to post this, but I found myself back in the space that was there for me when I was learning the game and transforming myself.

What do you guys think? Am I wasting my life away, or am I delaying gratification and building up to a payoff?

I know this is a silly question, and yes, I may be looking for someone else to validate my journey, but it's been a long and tough one, and I can really use some stranger's opinions, haha.