For 30 days straight I'm going to go out of my way to socialize and learn how to be a better man.

I'm not socially inept, or awkward. I'm just average, kept to myself, and just ordinary.

I'm going to post every single day with results and things I've learned. Hopefully you will enjoy my journey and learn a thing or too with me!

Day 4:

Today I just felt like shit all day, I was just not very enthusiastic or positive as I usually am. Sometimes you just feel like you're nothing.

Also my pay just got fucked cause someone messed up, so that's gonna slow down my progress a lot.

I didn't ignore going out even though I felt like shit. But I just couldn't find any place that I was interested in and sit down. One place did catch my attention, but it was fancy af and I can't afford that right now.

Parking and drinks are expensive downtown, i'ma have to find a alternative place to do this. Maybe I'll volunteer or find book stores instead. Just someplace where I'm not inclined to spend money, when I'm by myself.

Today was pretty damn demoralizing, but I'm not quitting!

If anyone is interested in doing something HMU, I'm in the Charleston SC area.