Ok, I was recently with some friends at a small gathering. One of my good friends decides to drunk dial a female and ask her over. After much arguing(it's late at night, and he is drunk), she ends up coming over. She arrives, and immediately starts to depreciate my friend by saying "he is so full of himself." We had quite a walk to the group of friends we were seeing. I was under the influence of an "X" type of drug called Mephedrone and it makes me brutally honest and a "no mercy" truth teller. Also has empathy effect. So my friend and I proceed to walk through the woods with her as he constantly walks ahead, rambling about himself and how great he is. I respond to these comments with statements like, " yes derp, we know you are the best at everything". Girl is leaning all over me, touching and squeezing my arms as I help her up hills, across gullies, and through creeks. Friend continues his alpha rant,(she was there per his request, although I am in better physical condition than my friend, he continues ranting about his physical ability) we come to a short stretch in our walk which contains a small field of itch weed. He offers her up on his shoulders, she looks at me and asks if maybe I should pack her, "I can, or derp can" as we stand bickering about piggy back arangements. She ends up going on his shoulders(after all, Im not trying to cock block my friend. I'm married!) he falls getting her legs covered in itch weed sap. We get on the boat after making to the river. We are informed it's about a 5 minute boat trip up river to the rest of the group. She starts complaining about her legs itching and asks me, as she grabs my hand and pulls toward, to feel her legs and the itch bumps on them. She places my hand within inches of her goodness. I give the ass cheek a squeeze and smile at her before I retract my hand. Keep in mind that I have been calling out my friend on all the bullshit he has been spewing. But because of the drug induced state, I do so in an empathetic manner, cautious of belittling him. We get to the group, drink friends start acting like idiots and she starts getting uneasy and ready to leave. This is a 30 minute trip on boat and foot, it's late at night and my friends tell me they are going to bed if I leave and they wouldn't be awake by the time I would return. I tell her she's a pain in my ass at the moment and she's overreacting to the situation by wanting to go back right away. She then starts talking about making responsible decisions and going home to her kids. I can pick up that the actions of my friends, drunk, are making her uncomfortable. But my drug induced state calls her out, "you want to talk about responsible decisions? You come to a party in the middle of the night, you claim you have a boyfriend, but, did you, or did you not come down here to fuck derp, and your hands have been all over me?" She gets flushed, looks at me and starts screaming at me, very mean. I just look right into her eyes smiling the whole time and respond at the end of her rant with "you don't have to yell at me, just because I say what everyone else is thinking." I could tell this shocked her. She absolutely refused to let my friend take her back alone and insists time after time that I accompany them on there trip back to the car. Call me crazy, but this bitch was hot for me. I was the only one there not drunk off my ass and she trusted me. She asked "you are married and you still came down here?" I respond with "what? Married men cant go fishing?" I'm pretty sure my squeezing of her ass and legs and my body language let her know I was into her but I couldn't act on my instinct because it was too local of an affair and the potential for my wife to find out is too high. Don't get me wrong, I love my wife and would never do anything to hurt her or fuck up our relationship. But I am a human male and that desire was there. Just want an opinion on if these were ioi's, and if I had, in seddits opinion, a chance for an f close. I know totally blew out my friend, on accident. I'm just very new to the PUA game and was wondering what type of shot I may have had here. Even with the calling her out on her slutty behavior in front of everyone she still seemed totally into me. How far is to far when being honest?