Learning about seduction has opened new avenues and gave me more understanding about myself and my insecurities, approval-seeking behavior. Its a good thing to be on the journey to fix those deep rooted issues.

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But at the same time it has opened up past wounds. I have been given a 'chance' by a number of amazing girls before dropping me after some time. I got closure over those by setting my belief on 'she is a bitch', or "she just doesnt get who I really am" etc. But now that I know the problem was all along ME! And that hurts!

I was just going through fb profiles of the girls who gave me chance and remembering how needy i behaved, not understanding for years that that was the problem.

I know that I ll find an amazing girl once I am at a better place. But it still sucks. Especially for that one girl who was my best friend from middle school till college. I completely blew it.

Have you also had similar experience?