Daygame Audio (Below Article): http://kamillyczko.com/2016/04/10/video-journal-day-5-overcoming-challenges-pushing-your-comfort-zone/

Uploading this a bit late, because I had a super busy week. But here is it, Day 5.

Today was a success. I finally woke up at 5am. I made some breakfast that took me about 2 hours to make, wasn’t really worth it. Did a short workout, I felt really good afterwards. Took a shower and was ready to take on the day.

I’m trying to work on my tutorial business at least every other day. Because I want to release something of worth each week, but it’s been super difficult. I packed my laptop and left for Starbucks. It was cold and rainy, I love the rain but the cold isn’t that awesome. In Starbucks I worked for about 2 hours, actually getting a lot of stuff done. There was a girl sitting next to me (wasn’t that hot), so I did some indirect game, asking for a recommendation.

After coming back home. I had to hurry up and eat something and then get ready to meet with my client. I had an hour to kill though, so I went to do a bit of daygame in Downtown. Here is the audio file from my session: http://kamillyczko.com/2016/04/10/video-journal-day-5-overcoming-challenges-pushing-your-comfort-zone/

After Daygaming I left to meet my client. I was feeling really confident. At the event I tried to socialize with everyone, or at least say hi. I talked to like 2 decent older women. One of them was kinda hitting on me. I have always been shy when it came to socializing in group situations, because there is just a lot of pressure. But now I always try to push past my boundaries and do what feels uncomfortable.

After the event ended, I took the bus home, and then got picked up by this girl whom I haven’t seen in years. It was already 11pm, but we decided to grab a coffee (nerves). I was a bit anxious because I haven’t gone on a date for about 6 months now. We went to this little Italian cafe, the owner treated us to free drinks, but he also hit on the girl I was with. I just chilled back and didn’t react. We all made small talk, and then headed back to my house. At this point I was feeling OK, and my intention wasn’t to fuck this girl, just to gain a reference point. We went into my bedroom, I turned on a movie and we chilled for a bit. I tried making little moves, but I just felt awkward. The girl was kinda hesitant, not really showing any signs of interest so the decision was made for her to leave (indirectly).

So yeah. Today’s lesson was that it’s Okay to fuck up, but it’s not Okay to stay comfortable. Always be pushing your comfort zone, don’t settle for mediocre. The only way to grow balls is to put yourself in situations that feeling awkward, you have to desensitize yourself to these feelings. And realize that it’s going to take consent effort to become a boss at life, once won’t do it.

You can watch the video journal here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIf9DN1ru2E