I know i may be an idiot, im 26(f) for even considering this guy likes me more based on his behaviour, but Im just proving the "were all fools in love" frase with these doubts im having...

So, i was working on this festival as a photographer, danced wildly once, this guy approached me, we talked about spirituality, he gave me drugs, he was being honest, open emotionally, even asked if i had a bf so if not if he could court me, asked who was messaging me, whats my dating history like, if i could cook etc. Anyway he was honest with me about his life and gave me tips for my job bc i was crying bc something with buissnuiss was going bad, he conforted me for 2 hours.

Anyway we made out and touched on the beach for a couple of hours and he came... In the end he drove me to my vacation house and hugged me for a long time. He said we would hear again, that he likes honest crazy type of people like me and i know He likes my boobs and he is a gentle lover, i thought there was more to him but obviously not.

I lashed out at him when he said im not that good of a photographer thats why i work at festivals, bc if i was i would already be famous i said he doesnt know how to comfort me. Anyway, i told him i appreciated his constructive criticism about job later and that i would love to further hear his honest advice about things, and he said he was really grateful and he would send a heartfelt text later and never did... So...

I kinda also used him, he was the hottest guy there and i was very depressed because at the festival i had a lot of work problems and needed some relaxing time. I thought he was being honest about not being able to talk to other people on the festival, of them not being interesting and deep enough, but the way hes acting now i wonder. We really had talked about life, he has a complicated love life, he says he cant have sex with someone only phisically and hadnt had sex in a long time(a yr or so). We didnt have sex. Anyway were now in different cities.

Anyway im kinda sad about the connection now bc i dont know if it was all a lie - his life advice for me, his interest in me... I thought at least he would be turned on enough to try to have sex with me and pursue me at least for that but not even that happened. AnYway im grateful either way for his work feedbacks and sexual attention but he didnt have to use to much mental seduction. bc i was already phisically attracted to him, that i think hes interested in something more, that is really dirty of him. He shouldnt have talked that he cant have sex with just anyone, who is this friend i have who is this other one, my dating history, telling me so i know that he has a son... He shouldve been more open about just wanting to bang! But nooooo.....

Now i dont know if i should just think of him as a dirty man with a dirty game or smth else...?