Whenever I used to be into a girl and/or going on a date with one, I used to always say to myself "maybe she'll be different". But guess what? I've never gone on a date with a girl where we talked and she said something that made me go "wow, that's interesting", or "wow, I'd never thought about it like that". They've all just been dull and bland, no originality at all. Just carbon copies of each other.

I went on a date last week and I couldn't get out of it, unfortunately. This girl was exactly what I described above, uninteresting, bland and boring. And this girl started talking to me about marriage and how she wanted her wedding to be, she even showed the wedding pics she has on Pinterest and shit, which she said she wants hers to look like 8 years from now. Needless to say, that was a sign for me to drop her like she's hot.

I'm so jaded now, I don't even bother about approaching these girls or going on dates anymore. I almost wish I wasn't attracted to girls.