Hi everyone, I had posted three weeks ago about the aftermath of my divorce: https://www.reddit.com/r/MGTOW/comments/hi6t0h/repost_of_life_completely_destroyed_and_looking/

I thought I would follow up. I had an old friend that helped me get out of the area that I was stuck in, and when we got to his place, several states away, he started to talk to me about MGTOW. Turns out he first came across it around 2012, and had been living for himself since then. I had let him know how I had been introduced to this sub-reddit from my initial post, but I had honestly not done a lot of research on it as I was trying to survive when I first posted.

I remember that a comment had stated that I had been nuclear red pilled, and that is pretty damn true. I started my formal MGTOW education by watching all of the old Stardusk and Barbarossa videos. I think I watched them straight through without stopping. I was, and still am, going through epiphanies and fits of rage. I'm going through Turd Flinging Monkey's and a few other video producers videos now.

I'm pretty solidly in the red pill rage right now. My whole life was fucking taken from me, and for what? That stupid bitch can't even get money from me now. I just don't get why this fucking happened at all, or what she was trying to accomplish. I'm not sure how things are going to work out for me, if I'll ever really be back on my feet, but I'm never going to let another person ever have the power to destroy me like that ever again. Ever.

Currently I've been working day labor jobs, and have started an LLC, which allowed me to get a bank account it its name so I am partially back on the grid and I'll be looking to try to get some better contract jobs programming, but it has been a bit of a challenge finding contracts operating as an unknown company, but I'm not deterred.

I don't know if I'm going to seek retribution yet and try to see my children again, or if I'm going to stay a ghost, but I'm going to get myself stable first. My old friend and long time MGTOW has been really great about assisting me during this time. I will pay him back when I am fully able. Just wanted to let you all know, if you were interested, in what's going on with me.