i have been mgtow since i was teen ( iam almost 20 now ) , i always was focused on saving money and improving myself physically and mental . iam in great shape i still trying to find peace inside but progress is made...

but i had to see whats it like being with a girl , feeling this love .

so i found that cute nice girl , funny thing she is the one who started talking and hitting on me .

so i talked back and it was all fun and good finally i could put my guard off being the real me chill a bit and all was good , until she became cold when i gave her love and attention she was cold and brutal to me when i ignored her i was loved and she was warm.

i do not understand this game ... i dont think i will try to play this game again.

may we all find the light inside .