Hey guys, spent the past few days sinking my teeth into TRP and understanding its ideologies. I, however, feel like I already do most of these things, and still feel empty emotionally.

I'm 22 years old, have been dieting crazy / lifting for 5-6 years now. Eat very strict/clean, exercise 5-6 days a week, and have a really nice body that I'm proud of.

  • I meditate 10-15 minutes a day, daily. Been doing this for around 6-8 months now.

  • I read a decent amount. Spiritual/self growth books.

  • I'm a passionate writer attempting to get a book published.

  • I'm a senior in college with a 3.5 GPA, considering law school.

  • I don't get drunk or abuse alcohol. (Body freak)

  • I am very passionate about style/shoes, and have an urban style I'm proud of. And, I'm a solid looking kid.

BUT, I'm not happy. No where near happy. I've seen all of my friends in romantic relationships that they've been thrilled with, and my dating history is as clear as your website history after searching pornhub for 2 hours. I haven't slept with a female in 18 months, now, and have been longing for a companionship as most of my friends from are people with negative energy. I was talking to a girl for around 6 weeks, dating, when I randomly received a long text of her explaining to me that she's still not over her ex, thus doesn't want to give me false hope, despite, how amazing I was.

Met a girl a few weeks, later. Went on a date, and felt like things went really well. Then, she ignored my text, and hadn't heard from her again.

I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Part of me thinks I'm too much of a nice guy/boring. But, I understand how to speak TO girls instead of AT girls, listen well, make them laugh, and ambitious and focused. It had spun me into a trend of overthinking due to me being only 5'9 or the fact that I shaved my head a few years ago, thus am bald at 22.

Is my game.. wrong/beta? What am I doing incorrectly? Or is the women I'm seeing that's an issue? Usually the females that are intrigued by me aren't my taste, while the one's that I desire, don't share the same feeling, despite our common interests and mental chemistry.

Thanks guys. Luv.