I am new to the idea of the red pill and I've been learning about the idea of alpha males and beta males. But the more I learn about both of these, the more I think that i have a mix of both sets of traits. Is this possible? And is it possible to maintain a balance between alpha and beta throughout ones lifetime? Could it possibly be due to me changing the way I think and act since learning of the red pill and i am simply in a state of transition?