This is a bit hard for me, the first time I have posted anything on here. I been a reader of redpill last few months. Never thought something of this sort would happen to me, Maybe this is the lowest I ever felt.

Here goes:

I been dating this girl for 2 years, and 4 days back, she got into a fight wit me she saw some pics of mine with my ex, which my ex posted on her facebook, Im not aware of this, as I dont really use facebook and I did run into my ex at an event, I didnt know someone took a pic. I tried to explain this to my gf, but shes been acting batshit insane, so I let it cool down and not text for few days. I been spending money on this gf of mine last 2 years, I earn well, so I spend and its not a big deal for me, but I do not overdo it. Shes been ignoring me, but last 2 days its been a lot, not replying to my texts, I called her maybe 20 times outta weakness today and my calls havent been ansewerd, and now I am blocked. I wasnt sure that I was blocked, i recharged her phone like an idiot, again out of weakness. And it comes to this, I feel disrespected and hurt, and feel like breaking down at work, I dont know how to proceed. Part of me thinks she is going to cheat on me. Since we are in a distance relationship, I dunno if this is a test. Its just extremely disrespectful.

I been dating this girl for 2 years, and 4 days back, she got into a fight wit me