I made a good progress since I started to apply what I read on the sidebar and other red pill content. I'm really happy about that. I am trying to increase my SMV, learning the game, lifting etc. But sometimes I have a strong feeling like "I never be the man I want to be". I'm still waiting to increase my SMV to approach girls because it's still very low at the moment. I never have any plates. Other than the girls, everything goes well for me. I work hard for my goals, I gain more money, I travel, I have hobbies, I read, I don't waste my time with silly things. But still having no plates make feel disappointed and sometimes make me think like "I am really good when comparing with the past, but I never gonna be able to spinning plates".