So I'm in a 2 year relationship going strong with a hb6 gf great personality and good body.

Anyways I've been pretty good at game buy ive been holding back hard because I keep thinking of staying a loyal and honorable man. My guilty gut has a choke hold on my actions.

Yesterday I missed a shot to pick up at hb9 but again I held back cause pf morals. Its bothering me now because I feel like I'm missing out on gaming yhe way I use to but my relationship is so good right now I dont want to mess it up either. What do others do in this case? Game or stay loyal and be beta or humble