I approached someone I find cute, and that I have caught looking at me often the past weeks. Told her I've noticed her around here (meaning the study hall) and wondered if she'd like to get to know each other outside library once. She smiled and said no. But I started mumbling and sweating like an idiot and her smile quickly vanished. She then put on her headphones and acted like she wanted to disappear beneath her table.

I will of course never return to that study hall (we got tons more on campus), and I am so utterly disgusted with how I was mumbling and sweating for someone that farts, take horrid shits when she has eaten something bad and smells like shit if she doesnt shower. It's pathetic.