It's been a year since i've been on a date. In the winter i realized i was at an all time low. I decided no more, i was going to lose weight and become a better person overall. I went from 264 in January to 219 today. Needless to say my confidence has been much higher than before.

Anyways, i read Models by Mark Manson in one day on Sunday and loved it. Everything made sense. Tonight i was out at a bar and there was probably 30 people in the bar, there was one girl that was probably a 7.5 with her friend and a guy and i was with 2 guy friends. I knew i had to approach her, i knew i had to be vulnerable, i knew that i couldn't be to invested. I just couldn't do it.

I don't know what happened, but i couldn't figure out how to do it. I want some help and would love to hear what you all have to say good and bad.

Thanks guys...