(04/03/2018-Instant date with middle aged New Yorker)

**Please don't comment if you're going to be a passive aggressive cunt! (i've met my fair share of them in game.) Constructive criticism and feedback only!**

It's been three days since this instant date and I hadn't been able to bring myself to write about it.

I think I'm lowkey ashamed of the fact I went on an instant with a middle aged woman who looked every bit of her age. I think if I'm being honest with myself, I shouldn't have instant dated her. Yes, she was sitting alone, yes she looked like she had nothing to do but she just wasn't hot enough.

It's different if you're a beginner who's just trying to lower your anxiety levels but what's the point of cold approaching low quality girls? I might as well focus on a hobby and hope a girl falls into my lap because I'd end up with the same quality girl.

It doesn't even matter what happened or what I could have done to improve the outcome; I shouldn't have even idated her in the first place.

If there's anything that I learned from this experience, it was I need to improve my knowledge. It's a part of game that I tend to forget but it is important.