Everywhere I go, in all sorts of situations and relationships I always seem to find myself in the lower rank. Always second, never first. Always under someone else's thumb, never the one leading/in control. And I don't understand what is causing, what sort of behavior, what sort of mentality. It's something so deeply ingrained in me, to be a beta. To be a nice guy. I was raised by my mom, but I am not blaming that, it's just one piece of it. I keep doing this shit though and it's driving me nuts. All the time I get shifted into the position of being a servant for someone. Be in my mom, my friends, coworkers, girlfriends. Where did this come from and how do I stop it?
[–]MotiMorphosys10 points11 points12 points (0 children) | Copy Link
[–]DayGameChirality1 point2 points3 points (0 children) | Copy Link
[–]BPasFuck1 point2 points3 points (3 children) | Copy Link
[–]resnine[S] 0 points1 point2 points (2 children) | Copy Link
[–]BPasFuck0 points1 point2 points (1 child) | Copy Link
[–]resnine[S] 0 points1 point2 points (0 children) | Copy Link
[–]mrHappyPotatoe1 point2 points3 points (0 children) | Copy Link
[–]boy_named_su0 points1 point2 points (1 child) | Copy Link
[–]resnine[S] 0 points1 point2 points (0 children) | Copy Link
[–]get-tilted0 points1 point2 points (2 children) | Copy Link
[–]resnine[S] 0 points1 point2 points (1 child) | Copy Link
[–]get-tilted0 points1 point2 points (0 children) | Copy Link
[–]Senior Endorsed ContributorFieldLine0 points1 point2 points (3 children) | Copy Link
[–]resnine[S] 0 points1 point2 points (2 children) | Copy Link
[–]Senior Endorsed ContributorFieldLine0 points1 point2 points (1 child) | Copy Link
[–]resnine[S] 0 points1 point2 points (0 children) | Copy Link
[–]kyzen1420 points1 point2 points (9 children) | Copy Link
[–]resnine[S] 1 point2 points3 points (8 children) | Copy Link
[–]kyzen1420 points1 point2 points (7 children) | Copy Link
[–]resnine[S] 1 point2 points3 points (6 children) | Copy Link
[–]kyzen1420 points1 point2 points (5 children) | Copy Link
[–]resnine[S] 0 points1 point2 points (4 children) | Copy Link
[–]kyzen1420 points1 point2 points (0 children) | Copy Link
[–]kyzen1420 points1 point2 points (2 children) | Copy Link
[–]resnine[S] 1 point2 points3 points (1 child) | Copy Link
[–]kyzen1420 points1 point2 points (0 children) | Copy Link
[–]Aptote-2 points-1 points0 points (3 children) | Copy Link
[–]resnine[S] 0 points1 point2 points (2 children) | Copy Link
[–]Aptote0 points1 point2 points (1 child) | Copy Link
[–]resnine[S] 0 points1 point2 points (0 children) | Copy Link