Hello all. Been a couple of years ago since I read and learned about the Red Pill.

  • I'll keep it brief. I wanted to ask something different. I have several simple yet difficult questions to ask. While I understand everyone has their own raison d'etre, I was hoping you guys would be able to shed some light on several issues I've been pondering about.

(1) Why do you men live?

  • I long ago swallowed the red pill and come to terms with the nature of women. The issue isn't women. Its something else entirely. I understand, we men have to live for our own life's mission. That said, what happens when your life mission or reason doesn't resonate with you once more and everything you once hold dear, feels so hollow? What is there to actually live for besides our own mission in life? Recently, I feel like I couldn't care less about anything. No one understands the pain and ennui I go through, this void of emptiness on why should we continue to live. Friendship feels like such a lie and I'm tired of it. I hate this existential crisis of mine. I feel very lost. I want to so very much to be free and successful in my own way. I want my life to mean something. I want to win. I want to be my own master. What should I do?

(2) Why bother about anything?

  • Its said that men are the creators of civilization and I agree with that. The problem comes when men have grown tired and disillusioned with the world around us, till they no longer become creators of civilization. Who cares? Let the world burn and collapse for all I care.. that's what I would think. Why would it matter? Why should we even care to do what is right?

Not sure what I'm honestly searching for. There are very few times in my life I ask for help and advice, this is perhaps one of those times. I never had a good father figure and I've done my best so far all these years on my own. I thought I was strong enough. However, its tough to stay sane and motivated, let alone be successful in life. I have to admit to myself, I need help and advice. Would deeply appreciate any help or advice from everyone here. Thank you.

Note: I'm asking for advice and I'm down-voted? I am not breaking any rules as far as I've read. You either give me constructive advice or scram.