Hey guys so I’m 19 and I’m in need of advice. I’m at the lowest point in my life due to me suffering from depression and recently dropping out of school because of it. Even so, I made the decision of not wallowing in self-pity and have taken steps to improve my life, like reading self-help books, getting a job, and going to the gym. However, it’s really hard to believe that I’ll be able to turn into more of an alpha male. I’m short, an ethnic minority, and ugly with acne and acne scars all over my face. It seems no matter how hard I try to improve myself, women will never notice me and go for other better looking guys. I just can’t see the point of putting in hard work with the risk of no rewards. Take Shawn Mendes for example, he’s tall, handsome, white, talented, rich etc. Whereas there’s me, short, ugly, uneducated, come from a poor family with an abusive alcoholic father etc. How can I compete in the dating game when there’s people like that out there?, I just don’t compare. Sure, there are things that are within my control, like gaining muscle and going back to school to get a degree. But what about the things I can’t? like my height and ugly face. What women would ever want me? I’m no expert on the red pill but I’ve started to read about it and it does seem to resonate with me. I posted this wondering if you guys could give me advice and what red pill resources I could use to help myself. I know this is long but thanks for taking the time to read this.