I'm sorry for the format! I'm on mobile. I've been with my partner for a year and after multiple times he has been caught messaging and messing around with other women, breaking up with me at 8 months (saying "I'm sorry for leading you on for so long"), getting back together and more lying and cheating.. Only now am I worn down and feel defeated. I've given him too many chances. I've invested so much of myself into this man and our relationship, but I'm so scared to do it though. I struggle with mental illness and I dont have a strong support network around me but God am I unhappy. I think I stick around out of pure hope that he'll change and we'll have more of those good moments, but it's been a year. It's not fair on me that after all of that pain hes only now finally decided to commit. Even then, I cant trust him anymore. I'm miserable. How do I even go about doing this? I'm also in the process of moving and starting studying so it's such an overwhelming time right now. I feel lost, confused and so tired. I love him deeply but I have given him so much of myself that I don't know who I am anymore. If you have any advice, please let me know.. I'd greatly appreciate it. I want to get through this. Thank you 🌻💛