So FDS,

I asked a question yesterday and really I know what I want to do. I know that I want to leave this man that I have dated for two years. I just don’t trust him, he contributes so little to my life, and he couldn’t give me a sufficient answer when asked what plans he has for us next year. No plans, he only said he has plans, really he has none at all but to waste my time. Thing is I have no family in the city and I feel afraid of letting him go and then I end up alone over a brutal winter ahead. The pandemic isn’t making it easier, as I haven’t been able to see my family either. How will cope ? What will I do? How can I become brave and just go for it because I know that I don’t want this anymore. How do I cope thru the bad days ?