Hate that I have to post this here but some shit happened last night I’m not proud of.

Broke up with my ex two weeks ago, have been on tinder awhile and have had some success, a few dates, one ended up leading to sex.

Last night I went for out on one that led to sex, I was autistic and didn’t use a condom. It was only after sex she casually revealed to me she has used a ton of drugs and has been with 10+ people, likely most without condoms either.

After I literally almost threw up, I quickly excused myself and left. And I felt sick the entire day at work, definitely due to nerves and not the possible STD I just gave myself.

I am not sure if any of those drugs involved needles but it is possible. I caught chlamydia once from an ex and got it taken care of, but in this case I’m more so concerned about HIV or some shit. Most STDs now are treatable so although something to be concerned about, I would honestly be HAPPY if all I get is chlamydia again.

I suppose my question is, how likely is it that I could have gotten HIV? I have a doctors appointment scheduled tmrw to speak with my doctor but I’d like to know about some of y’alls experiences as well.

And yes you don’t need to tell me how retarded this was I already know.