A rambling article from one of my favorite autowriters, and a bit of a "natural" (whether Baruth is alpha or just apex greater beta is a judgement call I leave to the viewer). He analyzes the "bikini bridge" troll and in the course of it talks about his own discovery of the red pill, his desire to continue to be blue pill, and his ultimate failure to be able to do so. http://jackbaruth.com/?p=1128