I used to go clubbing a lot and I would try to shoot my shot from time to time but most of the time it didn't and in my favor

I feel really insecure to my body count is 0

I try casual sex and I almost lost my virginity with two women but I couldn't stay hard

Whether that's because of my nerves or my opposition to it, you guys decide.

But that's all I was bullied and abused about my other people and my ex-girlfriend was for the fact that I had no experience

And I could tell that that was something unattractive in a guy because even when I was in a relationship with another virgin she still made it a point to let me know how it was so weird

I know not everybody is like that because I am pretty social but something that has stopped me from dating is for the fact that a lot of women just do not understand a man experience

I really need some mostly connect with a woman, sometimes it's hard to portray that because you can't really get emotional first

The man always has to be spontaneous and to be attractive. You can't really show emotion or anything that could be perceived as in security

I've attracted some girls by being me but my success rate has been embarrassing

I am a big mushy-gushy type of dude and I know some girls like that but most girls will look at you like you're weak and will get turned off

I much rather have sex with in a relationship but as you get older it just gets embarrassing and the fear of missing out starts to creep in

A lot of girls that want to teach in a lot of girls complain about how most guys suck also so all your problems compounded

Feels like this giant bird and I have to get over before I go into my thirties

I'm not the most attractive man and I don't have a lot of money and I picked a very competitive job that may not turn out okay

I just don't know what else to do It's sucking the life out of me