I finally got a job. It's a shitty job at a gas station but it'll do to get me stable (had zero income and was in debt before). Looking at jobs in auto sales for when I'm a bit more steady.

Bought a gym membership and will be beginning Starting Strength tomorrow.

Otherwise, I have no idea how to approach this period of time. I'd like to be more independent, not being so down/depressed because I feel inferior or shame for not being 'enough' whatever that is.

So building my self-esteem independently of other people is the main priority and going to the gym will certainly help there but otherwise I have no idea what to do. My life was basically an internet addiction before this and so when I cut that out I'll have nothing to do in my free time. What do you think I should be looking at?

Would appreciate any advice on things that would be worth spending time on in the next 3-4 months (the amount of time I decided to spend in self-betterment on my own).