I ve been on this sub for a while and i see most people agree that circumcision being done on babies is bad,because they really cant decide it they want or not

Although i agree with this,im really interested at what your thoughts are on this medical procedures?especially since there seem to be many conflicting effects,some say sensibility remains the same,others say It goes down....

So now talking a bit about my experience,im 19 and i got circumcised sept 22 so Its been 3 weeks,the reason why i did this is because i had phimosis,i was never really given any other option,i dont wanna make this too long but i remember when i was 13-14 i was using some sort of cream that had to be applied on the glans,until one day doc said i didnt need to use It more although It had no effect

Last summer after years of pain and worrying i decided to tell my parents that i didnt think everything "was okay down there" and explained what was happening.They were like "yes thats phimosis your father had It too"

I was so mad at them,despite knowing It is usually inherited and i already used to be on treatment,they never explained to me what It was,i could ve spared myself 2 years of worries and anxiety of not being sure if i had phimosis or not,one day i woke Up and thought "It must be defo phimosis" then the Next day "It cant be that right?"2 fucking years like that,and thank god girls only seem to see me as a friend and im a virgin because i wouldve surely had a bad time i tried to have sex with this

Anyways, family and love problems aside,3 weeks after surgery It feels weird in every aspect,It FEELS weird,It looks weird,It even pees weird,i mean everything is fine when It comes to health,It is healthy, is just the shock from looking at It,at the open,after 19 years of barely seeing It because i couldnt pull It down most of the time,i thought i would be used to It,but Its actually getting worse,the last one of the stiches is falling and im more worried about It than a week ago because i really thought It would look much better than It does,and while i haven't seen It yet completely erect,because as i said i dont fuck and i decided to quit fapping and watching porn,taking advantage of the fact that i couldnt fap even if wanted due to the recovery from the surgery,and since the hardest part is starting,im already passed the worst part(almost 1 month now)

Now onto actual experience,sensibility has changes massively,It used to be so sensitive before,back when i used to pull It down only in the shower to clean It and only for like 10 seconds It was so damn sensitive even direct Contact with the water coming from the shower was uncomfortable,now,im literally running and doing sport with It,i dont know how sensitive It Will be if i ever have sex (doubt It),but i really believe It will be way less

I genuinely miss my foreskin,my parents dont take me seriously when i tell them i feel like im missing a part of me,i admit i dont even take myself seriously sometimes,i tell myself "stop being so sad about some skin and meat"but in my inside i really wished i didnt had to get circumcised,and only did It because of my medical condition,the pain, the recovery,the psicological effects,It all are not worthy unless It was because i had phimosis

If someone has read It all thanks,wanted to share this because i dont have much people to talk about this with