I’ll try not to get to bogged down into details but I’ve come to the definitive conclusion that my marriage is over. My wife shows all the signs of being a narcissist. She is mentally, emotionally, sexually, financially, and very rarely physically abusive. What’s worse she abuse the kids too.

However I find my self completely unable to initiate the divorce. Everyday life isn’t enjoyable with her but it could be a lot worse. I know I need to leave and I know my kids will be happier.

I don’t know why I’m so scared to confronting her and telling her it is over….aside from knowing the struggle and pains the next year will be.

I have also realized that I’ve never broken up with anyone before. All of my past relationships were broken up by the army. I would be in a relationship and the Army would say that it is time to move, my gfs at the time and I would agree that we weren’t dating long enough for them to uproot their careers. My break ups have always been amicable and friendly…..

I’m in uncharted waters for me and this is the biggest break up…. It is going to be a blood bath.