OK,

so I started hanging out with this 33 year old, pretty attractive Real Estate agent. (we met through a networking event, I work as a lender) I am 26 but she kinda hinted that she wanted company one night so I went over there.

We cooked some awesome salmon and crabcakes. Got a little stoned and watched netflix and made out a bit. She stopped me when I went under her shirt. I say to myself, okay that's fine not and the first hangout fine.

We proceeded to chill another 3 times and each time she stopped me from escalating to sex. On the last time, she brought me down stairs and lit candles and shit and I thought "ok here we go" Well she stops me again, and she seems to have this strange reaction when I would go to feel her down there, she would like yell and tense up.

Anyway, AGAIN, she stopped me after a pretty intense and passionate make out sesh and dry hump sesh. At this point, My balls were KILLING ME and she gave me blue balls the previous 3 times I saw her.

It was a weekday, and I had to be up at 6am the next day. So we Kinda winded down and said that I need to get going.

Once I was up and had my clothes on I muttered "I dont know what all that was for?"

She immediately had a bad facial expression to that and proceeded to go cold.

I get a text saying "I dont think we should see each other any more lets just keep it at friends ect..."

I really just wanted to say FUCK YOU YOU FUCKIN' BITCH. FUCKING USING ME FOR EMOTIONAL TAMPON CUNT.

I say "thats fine". Stoic. And she kept texting the past week as if to reignite what we had. We then kinda had a heart to heart over the phone and I told I knew why, it was because of what I said that night at her house and she confirmed yes. I told her "I take ful responsability for what I said and it was il-timed and not right and I should not have said that."

She says " I def enjoy talking to you and being friends but nothing beyond that"

I say "Yeah, I said thats fine, if we can't work around a simple miscommunication/iltimed joke then its probably not meant to be"

"Wow" she says

At this point I am heated and say "Alright, I am done talking about this, have a nice life. Your Loss."

"I was hoping that you would have a joking tone with that ripe statement, you are being a dick"

I says "Not trying to be a dick, I am just being straight up honest with you. It's fine, you dont have to worry about anything.

Ok now that the transcript is done, I just want to say FUCK HER. It's obvious her plan was to just to use me for her benefit of emotional support while not providing any sex.

But I know what I said in her room was shitty, but was it really that bad?

EDIT: If its not obvious throughout the post, yes I really hate Women. '